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Friday, 25 January 2008
If you ask me how am i feeling now, just 1 word "stress"
From last wednesday i can feel that this invisible strength is pulling me away fro my destination. I am feeling stressful and stressful as each day goes by. Do you guys want to know why, practically its about the assembly last wednesday.
There is this superior figure in our school, yes, he's none other then our vice principal, Mr. Dennis Yeo. He spoke to us about the workload we will be facing as time goes by. He also asked us what did we do during our december holidays!
Then i started to think back, mostly i went around slacking, playing psp, then wait till the last week then i started with my homework. So, basically i'm those type which he says is slackers. Then what makes me stress is this phrase: " what you didnt do for the past 2 months would affect you next eight months, and what you do and did not do in the following 8 months would affect your next 8 years". Then i thought, would i step out of PJC feeling happy with my results or would i regret. So i told myself i must start mugging fro that day onwards, thus this explain why i am feeling so stressful now, basically its stress that came from myself.
Then this week is CT period, so we crapped with Ms.Tan. She told us alot about her experience, and also her JC results. During her 2 years of JC life, she did no do fantastically well, she even failed her Chem and F maths. but her A level results
PHYS:A
MATHS:C
CHEM:C
She told us she make a notebook on her own and sh mug in the library, thus even though she kept failing her Chem, she managed to secure a C in the end. Then, Mr. Yeo also showed us our targetted grades in terms of our L1R5. So , 13 pointer must hit triple "B"s. But i'm actually targeting A A B. Maths A Phys A and econs B. I really believe that i can do it, but i lack confidence. Isn't that irony? I believe i can do it, means i'm comfident, but i said i' not confident. This is so as i cannot guarantee that I would not be lazy. Thus i believe that what i need to do is to overcome this trivial matter.
Also, my napfa test. the trial 2.4 i clock 14 mins, WTF, this is definitely atrocious. So i'm training to make it under 12 mins. then my pull up is 4 so i want to make it 6, the other are okae.
so A A B and gold award, wait for me!!!
From last wednesday i can feel that this invisible strength is pulling me away fro my destination. I am feeling stressful and stressful as each day goes by. Do you guys want to know why, practically its about the assembly last wednesday.
There is this superior figure in our school, yes, he's none other then our vice principal, Mr. Dennis Yeo. He spoke to us about the workload we will be facing as time goes by. He also asked us what did we do during our december holidays!
Then i started to think back, mostly i went around slacking, playing psp, then wait till the last week then i started with my homework. So, basically i'm those type which he says is slackers. Then what makes me stress is this phrase: " what you didnt do for the past 2 months would affect you next eight months, and what you do and did not do in the following 8 months would affect your next 8 years". Then i thought, would i step out of PJC feeling happy with my results or would i regret. So i told myself i must start mugging fro that day onwards, thus this explain why i am feeling so stressful now, basically its stress that came from myself.
Then this week is CT period, so we crapped with Ms.Tan. She told us alot about her experience, and also her JC results. During her 2 years of JC life, she did no do fantastically well, she even failed her Chem and F maths. but her A level results
PHYS:A
MATHS:C
CHEM:C
She told us she make a notebook on her own and sh mug in the library, thus even though she kept failing her Chem, she managed to secure a C in the end. Then, Mr. Yeo also showed us our targetted grades in terms of our L1R5. So , 13 pointer must hit triple "B"s. But i'm actually targeting A A B. Maths A Phys A and econs B. I really believe that i can do it, but i lack confidence. Isn't that irony? I believe i can do it, means i'm comfident, but i said i' not confident. This is so as i cannot guarantee that I would not be lazy. Thus i believe that what i need to do is to overcome this trivial matter.
Also, my napfa test. the trial 2.4 i clock 14 mins, WTF, this is definitely atrocious. So i'm training to make it under 12 mins. then my pull up is 4 so i want to make it 6, the other are okae.
so A A B and gold award, wait for me!!!