this is a solemn post.

this morning was eating breakfast cum lunch when the telelphone rang, first my bro pick up, was for my mom, then okae hang up

then the telephone rang again, this time round i picked up, it's my 2nd aunt, she say my ah gong abt to go, very critical. then me and my bro rush down, the doc is giving immediate attention, still got the chest machine putting on him.

then my 2nd uncle said his heart beat stop just now then the doctor did immedite medication, if he were to be at home, tink now i wurn be here blogging le ma, should be at void deck le

the the doc says he got pakinson whoch at time goes will eventually go la, then got feats, uu noe will bite tongue de, then got heart attack, which we now then noe, so all add together is very jia lat anytime will go de la,

seriously, my ah gong has held on for 3 years, he has great determination, but we are caught in dilemma, will death ends all his sufferings?

then the doc says if his blood pressure were to go down or stop breathing or heart stop, they will do nothing, then we agree to it. i noe its a bit chek ark, but i tink by letting him go will end his suffering

always remembered