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Sunday, 30 November 2008
was busying buying things for prom night over the week and it was damn tired la, din buy much except for 1 belt, haa, dyed my hair twice, first tie was not obviuos, so i dyed the next day, but m hair become too dry so must apply conditioner, now it's okae liao, den its gold colour, damn ah beng, but i'm not like those retard kids who go round bullying, extorting. well beginning my gyming session and busy flipping through books on how to train, and decided to buy 2 dumb bells, 10kg each, if not everytime go gym like sian, if sian durn wan go, if durn go den cannot lose weight, if nvr lose weight, go ns die,
well, sad news, ah gong in hospital again, this time round, his kidney is officially pronunced malfunctioning, or it should be not functioning anymore, somemore the bladder got lots of big and small stones, so question, should we agree to go along with the operation, but we must be prepared cos an 85 years old old man being operated, the chances of him able to pull through is slim.
however, i tink we should go along, firstly, if unfortunately it failed, at least he will not be suffering anymore, no more sufferings for him, cos he has suffered for the past 3 years, nest it if it is successful, den good, he will not be in pain anymore, but my ah ma will nvr agree with it, so must see how the doctor says tomorrow, hopefully its a wise decision.
life is so vulnerable i must say....
well, sad news, ah gong in hospital again, this time round, his kidney is officially pronunced malfunctioning, or it should be not functioning anymore, somemore the bladder got lots of big and small stones, so question, should we agree to go along with the operation, but we must be prepared cos an 85 years old old man being operated, the chances of him able to pull through is slim.
however, i tink we should go along, firstly, if unfortunately it failed, at least he will not be suffering anymore, no more sufferings for him, cos he has suffered for the past 3 years, nest it if it is successful, den good, he will not be in pain anymore, but my ah ma will nvr agree with it, so must see how the doctor says tomorrow, hopefully its a wise decision.
life is so vulnerable i must say....
Sunday, 23 November 2008
yest attended my sis de ROM, at TONG LE restaurant at central. the process was short la, the justice of peace like a bit retard, oops, but he was funny la and tall just tt others are wy taller.
first time see my sis so girl a bit cannot tahan, but okae la, if me i oso will become shy, esp with so many people around, somemonre inside restaurant still got other people leh.
then after tt eating time, wa lan people on diet then they keep pushing the food to me, but i durn mind cos i skipped my breakfast. haa, then the stuff quite erm ya, cos they brought in the food den introduce, den later they bring out sia then split into 10 portion den bring in again, waste of time, well, i durn care how they prepare i just wan to eat, cos i'm damn hungry. haa
first time see my sis so girl a bit cannot tahan, but okae la, if me i oso will become shy, esp with so many people around, somemonre inside restaurant still got other people leh.
then after tt eating time, wa lan people on diet then they keep pushing the food to me, but i durn mind cos i skipped my breakfast. haa, then the stuff quite erm ya, cos they brought in the food den introduce, den later they bring out sia then split into 10 portion den bring in again, waste of time, well, i durn care how they prepare i just wan to eat, cos i'm damn hungry. haa
It was 5 days after my A level, and i'm rotting at home. many asked me:" finding job?" i replied: no. then i bet they will be thinking: erm, no, wa so slack. at times, i prefer to remain silent rather then elaborate, sometimes i feel that there's no need to explain for myself, cos i know that for everything i've done, i have a reason, and i don have to tell everyone why i do this. must i like: hey i eat cos i'm hungry, i drink cos i'm thirsty.
well, i feel that after 18 years i've grown ba, not tt gullible, will not take everything for what it is, most importantly, i've learnt to wear a pair of specs before talking to people, cos yuu noe not everyone is the same, there are hyprocrites who likes to act as a stupid clown and perform stupid stunts behind yuu, and those who backstab at people and those who make use of our trust and later treat it s though yuu dunno and continue their way.
i dunno, i feel tt i' not as open as before, there will sure be a gap between me and the rest, cos i durn trust people tt much now after so much has happened. tt's why i say sometimes silent is the best way to deal with things. durn force me to talk, cos i will do so when i feel tt there's a need.
well, i feel that after 18 years i've grown ba, not tt gullible, will not take everything for what it is, most importantly, i've learnt to wear a pair of specs before talking to people, cos yuu noe not everyone is the same, there are hyprocrites who likes to act as a stupid clown and perform stupid stunts behind yuu, and those who backstab at people and those who make use of our trust and later treat it s though yuu dunno and continue their way.
i dunno, i feel tt i' not as open as before, there will sure be a gap between me and the rest, cos i durn trust people tt much now after so much has happened. tt's why i say sometimes silent is the best way to deal with things. durn force me to talk, cos i will do so when i feel tt there's a need.